February 2012
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soleyhulda asked: Hi, CTFxC army man! Lets stay positive :D
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#feelbettercharles
Charles Trippy has a brain tumor. This man is so inspiring to me and has helped me through my depression in ways not many people will get.
Tweet #feelbettercharles because he’s that important.
If not to you than do it because he is important to me
Sleep death repeat
Im on the lowest point on my little cycle of depression. I know this because the only thing i want to do is sleep and kill myself. But worry not-i do not have the energy to follow through
But god damn it hurts.
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Too much to handle. So I won't handle any of it
There have been way too many emotions this week and I don’t know how to handle it. neither does my body.
I feel sick, then hungry, then tired, then awake, happy,and sad. I haven’t cried over my grandma yet and I feel terribly that I have programmed myself that even in nightmarish situations not to cry.
I just need someone to talk to and to cry to who won’t judge me or try to...
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The next few days
I’m missing school tomorrow due to my grandmother’s wake.
I’m going to have to stand near her dead body and tell people that it’s alright she passed and I’m alright. In reality I want a closed casket. I don’t want those memories of her, laying there. I also just want to cry hard. Instead I have to pull it together and hug people who I hardly know and try not to...
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hypnoticwave:
lovumba | daddy yankee. i have...
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hyperventilating. Everything is building up dammit.
I need a smoke
sometimes you have to pick up and move on.
and as hard as it seems you need to forget the past
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So true →
I like these. It makes me feel less alone. →
Had beer.
Smoked an entire cigarette.
Done drugs.
Write on a bathroom wall.
Read a George Orwell book.
Had a physical fight.
Used Twitter.
Listened to Lady Gaga
Been in a car accident.
Gotten suspended.
Gotten expelled.
Been allergic to something.
Got a computer virus.
Touched a real gun.
Had a dog.
Had a cat.
Been pregnant.
Camped out.
Wore a bikini.
Driven a car.
Been...
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In a semi-dedicated attempt to find myself again..
I’ve started writing. Just about everything. I’m trying to put it all together about where I fell apart. Then I will write about how I put myself back together.
If that happens. I’m just a little lost.
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Having no Valentine because you're ugly.
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A big PROMblem
Prom is mooonths away but everybody already has their dresses. Or so it seems like it. And I have come to two conclusions
1)Girls in my grade think less really is more
2) If I don’t find a dress soon I’m fucked.
Now into more details on how I will be fucked.
a) Girls post their dresses online as to ensure no other girl wears a similar or the same dress [the horror]
b) My...
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Wiz Khalifa: *inhales weed*
Wiz Khalifa: I think I'll write 40 songs about this.
WatchI dont know what’s going on but I always laugh
Someone find something to distract me.
I want to cut, scratch, bite, bruise…whatever. I really just want to hurt myself.
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I'm dumb for thinking this right?
Is it possible there’s no hope for me? Maybe no one will unconditionally love me for me. Maybe I’m supposed to be entirely lonely. God I hope not
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I'm 18 today.
If tumblr goes down, I'll follow you all in real...
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