There have been way too many emotions this week and I don’t know how to handle it. neither does my body.
I feel sick, then hungry, then tired, then awake, happy,and sad. I haven’t cried over my grandma yet and I feel terribly that I have programmed myself that even in nightmarish situations not to cry.
I just need someone to talk to and to cry to who won’t judge me or try to change how I react. Or even preach. I just want someone to listen. and only listen. no advice. just open ears.
When life gives you lemons..put them away for later and find them rotten.